hop on to it

miss the village kids so much today, mainly cause of the job that i did. 

so much difference, kids over there so much more simpler, wasn’t that competitive, get happy and excited even over very small little things we bring for them, e.g. color pencils. 

kids here, they have all sorts of pencil cases, their food they bring from home is so… warm. it just feels so different and i kinda hate the kids here for having so much more than those in the village. 

what do these spoilt brats have that make them be blessed with so many things that the village kids don’t have the privileges to enjoy?

and then it gets kinda depressing knowing that we won’t see the village kids ever again, unless we really make an effort to return when we graduate. 

but life is this unfair, that gives the village kids much more (i think) than the kids here: happiness and freedom. less competition, go to school is just to enjoy the company of friends and not to fight and argue who is the best. -.- seriously, singaporean kids. 

and trips to laos doesn’t make me realize how much I have, but, how much all the children in Singapore have as compared to the kids over there.

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it doesn’t take much to understand, observe and know someone well enough to know what and why they are doing things :) 

because, 

you’re not even doing the right things. 

Would have been at Rawa Island enjoying the view of pretty clear water and great relaxation time :(

Wouldnt want August to come. At all.

Never ever ever ever wanted to implicate the people around us,
Why why why.

We’ll never realize what’s wrong till we’re out of the loop.

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A good two hours talk ytd night, miss playing with the village kids ugh